I ran ten miles today and pulled a sub 7 minute mile on my final mile. I’ve been training for about a month with five left to go. I’ve been doing timed 2 minute hand release push ups drills and can pump out about 65-70. Looking at this now, I want that final mile to be sub 6, I want to be able to pump out 100 pushups in two minutes before I leave to go to my event, also marathon ready, also totes strong. I think I’m on track to attaining that.
But do any of you really care about any of this? Do you want me to take pictures of the meals I’m eating? I’m sure as hell I wouldn’t care.
So as promised, I’m going to break down the list of races I’m going to do before I retire from this for good. Ready? Here goes:
All of them.
I am not keeping this a five year plan. Rather, I’m going to keep doing this stuff until I’m an old man with a cane and a million stories to tell. I’m going to slay these dragons until I fall apart.
Why did I change my mind? I realized some things over the past two weeks. I know now that doing crazy things, training till I puke, traveling to races with awesome people and ultimately testing every ounce of my being isn’t just a part of me; it is me.
Being the best Dad I can be to my son, working my good job, spending time with loved ones, and running with sandbags on my back, yeah, that’s a life I can be happy with.
The thoughts of going up to Vermont again and heading back to the small country town of Cuba, Illinois make me so excited I could scream. I’m finally going to qualify for and run in the Boston Marathon. I’m going to go to Nicoaragua and run up a volcano. I’m free.
Few people in my regular life understand why I do the things I do, but they don’t have to. The times I spend preparing for and doing the crazy things I’ve done are my best times aside from my time with my son. Even now, years later, I still glow when I tell the stories of my triumphs and failures.
I’m going to do the things that make me feel most alive again and when I finally can’t do it anymore, I’ll teach my son. He ran a five k with me last year when he was six years old.
My son and my races. It might not be a life for you, but to me, it’s damn perfect.